"why do you like it?"
"cause its bad."

newest nyc dogwalker!

i am totally in love and this weather is unreal. i love walking everywhere. i love only drinking once or twice a week. i love window shopping with my love and riding on the subway "running into him" when it stops. i love rubbing cold noses and sharing warm coffee and getting excited when there is sunshine in between the tall buildings. i love sleeping as close as possible savoring the body heat. not sweating. wearing scarves and all of the street markets. looking at all of the art painted carelessly on buidlings, talentless or not, its beautiful. - missing frankie and my mother. everything is wonderful and i wouldnt rather be with anyone else in the entire world. be jealous.

hello new york.

its cold.
i love the fruit/veggie/flower stands.
the subways smell like fishys.
everyone listens to thier ipod while drinking vitamin water.
ive never walked so much in my life.
great food.
trashy streets/buildings.
we are going to look at an apartment at 1 today.

goodbye florida.

In less than 10 days I will be living in Brooklyn New York.

bye!

ps. this isnt an april fools thing.

sex floats through the antennas
destroying whatever is pink
striking nerves
with wrinkled noses
and pitter patters across damaged denim
you should rest assured
i'll pose
for you
every night
unless alcohol defeats me
i suspended those
ficticious
movements
and those passerbys
are caught in the frames
daylight moves me fast forward
to rewind us everynight

things are up
d
o
w
n
in my head
i fear the unknown
where am i going
now/here.

its impossible to move with these moods
and i
figure ill treat the wounded
because i understand all too well
i feel thier insanity
i feel my own
it hurts to feel this empty
when most of the time i am so full
i feel sick.

mostly i dont reject the fact i feel alone
mi ton hguoht
with my own head games
i win
anyways
so whats with the struggle?

i am drinking vodka straight
i could feel prettier..
the cigarette i had a minute ago
probably justifys the situation

i forgot this feeling.. twice. :( :) =/

where the fuck is margo?

ive found frankie outside two times today
i have a nice scratch from the top of my chest to my stomache to prove it.

i am a little dizzy
and i am alone
once again
i love taking care of people!

i hate tour buses. i hate groupies. i hate music i think. all of this will pay off in the end.

i am also a liar about some things..
see 3

im wearing a shirt to sleep that says east northport
i am falling..

whatever that means



ni ni