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&null
07 January 2005 @ 06:57 pm
my life lacks something. im not sure what.
i sleep. i eat. i have sex. i smile. i work. i spend money. i drink. i write. i am.

is this all there is?

this has to be a joke.

sincerely,
bored
 
 
Current Mood: medicated
Current Music: Telefon Tel Aviv - Fahrenheit Fair Enough
 
 
&null
09 December 2004 @ 01:53 am
i left the boy i like downtown
because my friend is having a nrevous breakdown
i only wish someone would do the same for me
but i doubt it.



..i doubt it

even though i have so much shit going on in my life
i put other people first

oneday..
oneday.
 
 
&null
28 November 2004 @ 08:52 pm
yellow light
green light!
im glad
that me being
me
is ok
because i fancy
laying in bed every morning
for hours
at a time
not saying anything
too important
and smiling
cheek to cheek

ps.
these days
if i wore lipstick
it would be smeared!
:D
 
 
Current Mood: cheery shmeary
Current Music: Kashmir - Surfing The Warm Industry
 
 
&null
08 November 2004 @ 05:44 pm
the freckles on his back
tell a short story
i flip through each page
using a different finger
 
 
&null
27 October 2004 @ 02:13 am
when i am dizzy
i need a heart beat
and everything is okay
its strange
how it works out that way

everything

is amazing
 
 
 
&null
24 October 2004 @ 03:29 pm
imprison my gaurds
i like (y)our tight grip on reality
our match work fires delight
and your sCent
pollutes my stare
so now
every clock needs to be wounD up again
from yesterday
and yesterdays yesterday
adjectives are my reminder
ill dangle them from my fingertips..
touching myself never felt so good

fuck i am getting old. ill be 22 in a few Hours.
 
 
Current Music: systems officer
 
 
&null
22 October 2004 @ 11:07 am
the trees were yellow exclamation points


this morning.
 
 
&null
20 October 2004 @ 05:30 pm
i would totally have butt sex with myself.
 
 
&null
18 October 2004 @ 12:53 am
"Those who hate freqently must once have loved deeply"

someone wrote that tonight and i thought it was very wise

wheres my car?
 
 
&null
10 October 2004 @ 01:32 am
please save that in an empty bottle.



just another recycled social security number.



drift.